before anything, just know i lost someone really close to me. they took their life, and it's been messing me up a lot more than i thought it would. ever since it happened, i've kinda shut down. i stopped showering, stopped brushing my teeth, stopped doing basic stuff like eating or even talking to people. i know it sounds gross or lazy but it's not that simple. depression already made things hard but now it's like 10x worse.
someone from school even texted me once 'cause i had a smell. that shit was embarrassing but it made me realize how far gone i was. i joke around a lot n act like everything's fine but it's really not. if i've been weird or off with you, it's not on purpose. i don't mean to hurt anyone or come off like an asshole, i'm just not doing good rn. not saying this for pity or anything, just explaining. pls don't be too hard on me. i'm tryna deal with it even if it don't look like it.
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Do not interact with me if you haven't read my DNI before, and don't even reach me if you recognize yourself on my DNI list.
OCD + AuDHD + Depression + Mental Illness + Anxiety + autism and adhd = (that's AuDHD) + Other mental illnesses that i cannot say here
Hey, just so you know, I've got really bad social anxiety, and I tend to freak out about interactions. If I leave you on seen or on delivered, it's NOT because I don't care I just get stuck in this loop of not knowing what to say or if I should reply at all. Because I don't want you to think "oh they answered after all this time, they surely don't care" I DO. Time passes, and then I feel even worse about it. Please don't be pushy or say stuff like, "You post stories but don't answer!" That just makes it worse. I love all my moots and I'm trying my best to be a good friend, so please be patient with me.
I also overthink emojis, tone, and punctuation. Like yeah I might rewrite "ok" five times before I send it. Just know if I reply weird or short, it's not shade. just don't dry text me
Any person of such age can interact with me. I don't care a lot, just don't be weird.
I AM VERY SENSITIVE please don't be mean to me, I will take anything as if it was rude, for example if you don't understand something do not put "?" I do find it rude
Do NOT repost any of my posts. As in in other social media. don't send weird stuff to me mostly if you're way older. though like i said anyone can interact but not weirdos.
If my content doesn't fit what you usually like, block me. Any hate comment will be deleted, I don't have time to deal with these. I'm cringe? Yes, surely, but I just wanna have fun. If you came here from another social media to hate on me for my comments, i'd rather you to bring it into my dms. but if I say that I don't want to talk, please respect my choice.
If you know that you will not accept who I am based on what I wrote here, respectfully DNI
My DMs are open so you can ask me any question. I will answer it ! (if i'm not comfortable or for some reason i dimiss you, do not insist, i don't want to awnser.) On the other hand, I will not be able to assure the fact that I will answer or that I will answer quickly.
If you're a boy/identify as a boy, I might not "talk" to you a lot for example if you want to call because my family are against me having friends of that gender. (They really freak out and are extremely religious. Even if I AM a boy myself.)
I make kys/kms jokes with close friends. (example : i'm gonna kms/fuck i'm a retard etc. i'm very stupid and i keep saying that, if i don't understand stuff please be patient.) if you are talking with me and see me make one and don't like it, let me know! i'll stop, i just need to note it if it's in instagram (your name) i also reclaim the t, f and r slur because i can use it! but i don't use it that much!! i also can tell them to kys when they do something that i'm uncomfortable or he is uncomfortable with. beware. I cannot control it though. it is not me who does it.
i might do some stuff like *patpat* or *hugs you* if i do like you, do not interact if you find it cringe
Don't quote tweet me/comment with "wtf is this" if you don't get it. I'm not explaining myself to strangers, this ain't a TED Talk.
If ur the type to "joke" by being mean 24/7, just block me. IDC if it's "dark humor," if you roast me daily I will literally cry
Basically if you're normal and chill, we'll vibe. If you're weird and mean, go touch some grass.
I might do very inappropriate jokes/jokingly flirt with you. Tell me if you're not comfortable with it, thats my humor
Do NOT send me "a single "?" Or "ok."
I realized people don't need me and I don't need them. I don't deserve any love someone can give me,
I react with 🥀 on instagram and i do NOT use it on how people do it on tiktok to mock others "ts is so tuff".. it's because Waluigi have a rose in a lot of games.. and i like him, no i LOVE HIM