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I'm a 19-year-old guy (he/any pronouns, heavy on the he) born December 5, living in France near Paris with Moroccan roots. Sagittarius chaos, 162-163 cm tall (late bloomer victory — was 156 cm in 2020), dark brown eyes, dark brown hair that used to be curly but is straight and half-dead now. Chronic resting bitch face (RBF) that makes strangers think I'm about to start a fight when I'm literally just zoning out.
I'm autistic, ADHD, CPTSD, low T + gynecomastia struggles (surgery goals when I escape the debt hole), socially anxious but NOT shy (learn the difference pls), selective mutism, meltdowns/shutdowns, phantom pain, and a brain that's basically a nonstop hyperfixation generator. Social battery? Drains in 5 minutes. I ghost when overwhelmed — not personal, just survival mode. Infodump a lot, shiver from cringe, laugh at YTPs/shitposts no one else gets, and repeat voice lines until they lose meaning.
Aroace and proud — sex is overrated, staying virgin for that Postal 2 "40 year old virgin" achievement vibe. Bi (mlm leaning), fictoromantic/fictosexual — real people are sometimes cute, fictional traumatized cynical hot messes? Full simp lockdown (Postal Dude, Conquest, TF2 Medic, The Dude from Big Lebowski, etc.). Gender: agender man with bigender/abigender/demiboy/boyflux layers, but mostly "no gender, just hot guy in leather jacket energy." Fursona: caracal. Safe word: postal.
I'm a digital artist — chaotic illustrations, pixels, wild style experiments. Sew plushies, mod games when I have the energy, program a bit (this entire site is hand-coded suffering). Eternal #1 hyperfixation: Waluigi (shrine-level dedicated). Nostalgia overload (anemoia hits hard), early internet culture addict, old YouTube/YTPs, physical media hoarder, WW2 history nerd, Mario Kart Wii main (Waluigi/Funky Kong/Bowser), TF2 BLU team stan (Emesis Blue ruined me forever).
Personality: unfiltered chaos, dark humor, selective empathy, touch-starved cat energy (want hugs → instantly regret), depressed with suicidal ideation history, cynical/nihilistic character lover. I smell like vanilla and rot (OC said so), hung like Pluto, America's favorite transcendentalist. Hate copycats on my hyperfixations — let me have my little worlds in peace. Blood type O-, allergic to people, look 16 sometimes, 1500€ in debt, but still building this messy retro Geocities explosion of a site.
Music taste elite: Bloodhound Gang (Jimmy Pop spirit animal), KMFDM, System of a Down, Metallica, Korn, Rammstein, Weird Al, Rob Zombie — always open to recs. Playlists and voice line repeats are life. Food quirks: salted butter bites, melted chocolate in coffee, lemon ice cream, sushi, noodles, pickles, raw cake batter. Can't sleep without squishy pillow, eat best parts last, hate mixing slime colors.
I'm silly, nostalgic, omnivert, INFP-T, top colors purple > pink > green. You're here, so you're already cooler than most. Stay weird, use tone tags, don't copy my hyperfixations, and vibe safe 💜
💜 Check out Adrian's Blinkie Collection for more chaos! 💜
shrines site heavily inspired by nickolox
Digital Art: Chaotic illustrations, pixels, style experiments — my main obsession.
Sewing: Making cuddly plushies with my own hands. Therapy + hoard = win.
Game Modding: Editing games to be exactly how I want them. Power trip activated.
Programming/Web Dev: Hand-coding this entire site and whatever else scratches the tech itch.
Music Listening: 24/7 loops until songs lose meaning. Playlists and voice line repeats forever.
Collecting: Plushies, physical media, retro junk — hoarder mode maxed.
Researching: Diving deep into niche topics, beta/unused game content, lore rabbit holes.
Early Morning Walks: 6AM nature vibes to reset the chaos brain.
100%ing Games: Completionist hell — gotta catch 'em all (achievements).
Animating: When the motivation hits, making things move.
Character Design: OCs are my children (and lovers, and brothers — it's complicated).
Early morning nature walks • Forests and quiet • 100%ing games • Deep-diving niche topics • Animating random crap • Game dev dreams • Unused/beta content • Early internet culture • Old YouTube/YTPs • Character design • Collecting anything retro • Plushies (hoard growing) • GameCube/N64 era games • Cynical/nihilistic characters • Homoerotic tension • Dark humor • Shitposts no one else gets • WW2 history • Physical media • Retro aesthetics • Voice line repeats • Infodumping to willing victims • Phantom pain ASMR • Touch-starved cat energy • Purple everything • Nostalgia (anemoia hits hard) • Chaos with no consequences
People copying my hyperfixations • Fake bonds/forced empathy • Neurotypicals who don't get it • Being called shy (I'm not — learn about autism) • Social battery drain • Crowds • Small talk • Tone misreading drama • Cringe that physically hurts • Mixing slime colors • Empty pillow at night • Saving the best bite for last and dropping it • Copycats acting like experts on MY obsessions • Bigots • Extremists • Child groomers • People who hate on Postal 3 or Nickelback just to seem cool • "Touch grass" warriors who live online • Mental health talk that's only cute/quiet allowed • Straight dudes saying "no homo" after existing
Character: Waluigi (eternal #1), Postal Dude, TF2 Medic, The Dude (Big Lebowski)
Game: Mario Kart Wii, Postal 2/Brain Damaged, TF2, old Nintendo classics
Band: Bloodhound Gang (Jimmy Pop = spirit animal), KMFDM, System of a Down
Song: Whatever's on endless loop this week
Color: Purple → Pink → Green
Food: Lemon ice cream, sushi, salted butter bites, raw cake batter
Aesthetic: Retro web chaos, purple glow, torn paper, pixel hell
Smell: Vanilla and rot (canon)
Safe word: postal
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I'm a 19-year-old trans guy (he/any pronouns, heavy on the he) born December 5, living in France near Paris with Moroccan roots. Sagittarius chaos, 162-163 cm tall (late bloomer victory — was 156 cm in 2020), dark brown eyes, dark brown hair that used to be curly but is straight and half-dead now. Chronic resting bitch face (RBF) that makes strangers think I'm about to start a fight when I'm literally just zoning out.
I'm autistic, ADHD, CPTSD, low T + gynecomastia struggles (surgery goals when I escape the debt hole), socially anxious but NOT shy (learn the difference pls), selective mutism, meltdowns/shutdowns, phantom pain, and a brain that's basically a nonstop hyperfixation generator. Social battery? Drains in 5 minutes. I ghost when overwhelmed — not personal, just survival mode. Infodump a lot, shiver from cringe, laugh at YTPs/shitposts no one else gets, and repeat voice lines until they lose meaning.
Aroace and proud — sex is overrated, staying virgin for that Postal 2 "40 year old virgin" achievement vibe. Bi (mlm leaning), fictoromantic/fictosexual — real people are sometimes cute, fictional traumatized cynical hot messes? Full simp lockdown (Postal Dude, Conquest, TF2 Medic, The Dude from Big Lebowski, etc.). Gender: trans guy with bigender/abigender/demiboy/boyflux layers, but mostly "no gender, just hot guy in leather jacket energy." Fursona: caracal. Safe word: postal.
I'm a digital artist — chaotic illustrations, pixels, wild style experiments. Sew plushies, mod games when I have the energy, program a bit (this entire site is hand-coded suffering). Eternal #1 hyperfixation: Waluigi (shrine-level dedicated). Nostalgia overload (anemoia hits hard), early internet culture addict, old YouTube/YTPs, physical media hoarder, WW2 history nerd, Mario Kart Wii main (Waluigi/Funky Kong/Bowser), TF2 BLU team stan (Emesis Blue ruined me forever).
Personality: unfiltered chaos, dark humor, selective empathy, touch-starved cat energy (want hugs → instantly regret), depressed with suicidal ideation history, cynical/nihilistic character lover. I smell like vanilla and rot (OC said so), hung like Pluto, America's favorite transcendentalist. Hate copycats on my hyperfixations — let me have my little worlds in peace. Blood type O-, allergic to people, look 16 sometimes, 1500€ in debt, but still building this messy retro Geocities explosion of a site.
Music taste elite: Bloodhound Gang (Jimmy Pop spirit animal), KMFDM, System of a Down, Metallica, Korn, Rammstein, Weird Al, Rob Zombie — always open to recs. Playlists and voice line repeats are life. Food quirks: salted butter bites, melted chocolate in coffee, lemon ice cream, sushi, noodles, pickles, raw cake batter. Can't sleep without squishy pillow, eat best parts last, hate mixing slime colors.
I'm silly, nostalgic, omnivert, INFP-T, top colors purple > pink > green. You're here, so you're already cooler than most. Stay weird, use tone tags, don't copy my hyperfixations, and vibe safe 💜
💜 Check out Adrian's Blinkie Collection for more chaos! 💜
Digital Art: Chaotic illustrations, pixels, style experiments — my main obsession.
Sewing: Making cuddly plushies with my own hands. Therapy + hoard = win.
Game Modding: Editing games to be exactly how I want them. Power trip activated.
Programming/Web Dev: Hand-coding this entire site and whatever else scratches the tech itch.
Music Listening: 24/7 loops until songs lose meaning. Playlists and voice line repeats forever.
Collecting: Plushies, physical media, retro junk — hoarder mode maxed.
Researching: Diving deep into niche topics, beta/unused game content, lore rabbit holes.
Early Morning Walks: 6AM nature vibes to reset the chaos brain.
100%ing Games: Completionist hell — gotta catch 'em all (achievements).
Animating: When the motivation hits, making things move.
Character Design: OCs are my children (and lovers, and brothers — it's complicated).
Early morning nature walks • Forests and quiet • 100%ing games • Deep-diving niche topics • Animating random crap • Game dev dreams • Unused/beta content • Early internet culture • Old YouTube/YTPs • Character design • Collecting anything retro • Plushies (hoard growing) • GameCube/N64 era games • Cynical/nihilistic characters • Homoerotic tension • Dark humor • Shitposts no one else gets • WW2 history • Physical media • Retro aesthetics • Voice line repeats • Infodumping to willing victims • Phantom pain ASMR • Touch-starved cat energy • Purple everything • Nostalgia (anemoia hits hard) • Chaos with no consequences
People copying my hyperfixations • Fake bonds/forced empathy • Neurotypicals who don't get it • Being called shy (I'm not — learn about autism) • Social battery drain • Crowds • Small talk • Tone misreading drama • Cringe that physically hurts • Mixing slime colors • Empty pillow at night • Saving the best bite for last and dropping it • Copycats acting like experts on MY obsessions • Bigots • Extremists • Child groomers • People who hate on Postal 3 or Nickelback just to seem cool • "Touch grass" warriors who live online • Mental health talk that's only cute/quiet allowed • Straight dudes saying "no homo" after existing
Character: Waluigi (eternal #1), Postal Dude, TF2 Medic, The Dude (Big Lebowski)
Game: Mario Kart Wii, Postal 2/Brain Damaged, TF2, old Nintendo classics
Band: Bloodhound Gang (Jimmy Pop = spirit animal), KMFDM, System of a Down
Song: Whatever's on endless loop this week
Color: Purple → Pink → Green
Food: Lemon ice cream, sushi, salted butter bites, raw cake batter
Aesthetic: Retro web chaos, purple glow, torn paper, pixel hell
Smell: Vanilla and rot (canon)
Safe word: postal
